So its been quite awhile since I have posted last. There are many reasons why it has been so long, and of course, by reasons I mean excuses. Sure, I traveled for work; of course my day to day life got hectic over the past couple of weeks, but seriously, 42 days since my last post? What the fuck is that?

Fear. Basically, since I started this blog, I told a handful of folks about it, and it purpose. To journal my battle of the belly on a consistent basis.

Well, once I wrote that last post, I sort of stopped really working out and watching my weight as well as I should. So there was the fear of posting no progress, posting weight gain, posting failure. So, instead I just stopped posting.

But, how is that helpful? What happens instead is a fall back into old habits, and a continuation of fatness. So, fuck it. I am going to post on a daily or weekly basis in the hopes that I can really begin to understand what the statement “its about progress, not perfection” really means.

Yesterday, Monday, June 11, 2007, I weighed myself scared as hell that in six weeks I had lost nothing or actually gained some weight. Instead I was surprised to see that I weighed in at 299.6! Under 300 lbs for the first time in at least a year or so. Not bad.

So where is my total weight loss? Well, when I started recording the weight, I was around 325-ish (even though 331 was my high), I will use that as the starting point.

That success got me excited again. I put my podfitness mix on my ipod, and the nike+ deal in my shoe and went to the gym. My goal this week is to do cardio every day this week. Today is going to be the hard day since I have a million meetings. So the question is what is truly more important to me, my work or my health? I will let you know tomorrow…

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